When you can relateā¦
But the truth is more complicated than any before-and-after story. Testosterone didnāt suddenly turn George from girl to boy. As a young child, he was different in ways that were undefinable but palpable enough to make him an outcast. Invitations to sleepovers and birthday parties were rare. Kids thought he was strange; he thought they were incomprehensible and cruel.
George was bookish, had odd interests and was utterly ignorant of the things that captivated the girls around him. He stood outside the worlds of either girls or boys in a state of loneliness I can still hardly bear to recall. And then puberty came along and took his suffering to new levels. It was like being buried alive in a body not his own, a body suggesting roles he could in no way fathom.