First, my gratitude. 2025 has been a tumultuous year. Like many, I am worn to the bone. I have not taken a week off since 2024, due to my book The Last American Road Trip coming out in April and because I am the only person creating this newsletter. I like it this way — original research, original writing, original photography, my paywall-free and anti-AI business model — but it is a lot of work.
There’s a song called “Devil’s Got the Blues” by 1920s St. Louis singer Lonnie Johnson that nails my state of mind: “My brains is cloudy, my soul is upside down.” If I don’t sound like myself in this post, that is the reason why.
Due to exhaustion, I am taking a week off. I will return later this month.
But even in this sad time, I am very grateful. The highlight of 2025 has been engaging with my readers: both in person on book tour, and also here in the comments. It is such a joy hearing from you. It keeps me going emotionally and keeps my family going financially. I don’t believe in paywalls in time of peril, and I rely on voluntary paying subscribers to keep this newsletter afloat.